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Name: Elizabeth
Birthday: 1/21/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: laughing, chilling with friends, writing, watching tennis, collecting stuff, livejournal, Tony, kicking butt, listening to music, smiling, taking pictures, monkeys, pigs, puppies, sanrio, san-x, pucca, sleeping, digital cameras, and oh apparently i love collecting makeup
Expertise: SLEEPING AND BEING LAZY.....but hardworker when i need to be
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: bluhotaru604@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  elizg21@yahoo.com
Member Since:
8/7/2004
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| I'm really sad....it's been almost 7 months and I'm still really upset over it...I miss everybody in his family..it's not like I don't miss him too. I do miss him...it's so tough for me get over our relationship and it's been 4 years with its up and down..I loved him so much and for it to end the way it did...sigh when we did break up I was sad about it but glad he was still in my life as a friend...so I didn't feel like I was losing one of my close friends...but now he seems to be ignoring me...I thought at least we can still be friends but I don't get why all of a sudden I'm just out of his life like this..and even though I miss people in his family...I don't want to call them up because it'll just complicate things. I was looking through my old post on xanga, I saw a picture of his cousins and I remember a month ago his little cousin took over his computer and when she went home...she told me she loved me...that made me happy. Since I haven't seen her in awhile I wonder if she still remembers who I am...I feel like I'm easily forgettable since our relationship was so easy for him to let go of...why is it so hard for me to let go of him if I think I meant nothing to him...sorry this post is really chopped up I just didn't know how to frame it. So it's just all my thought going into one post...I never want to get hurt like this again...which is why I don't want to start dating
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| i hate horoscopes but I read them....and one part came true...over some minor matter...
It would be best to follow the rules and do the right thing at work rather than take any risks. It could be a tough time for romance. Love partners may want to break up over some minor matter. Leisure and creativity are favored, so you might want to follow some artistic pursuit. | | |
| Work has been tiring but some parts of it I really do enjoy. Like hearing a customer say thank you or when they smile when they ask you for help. I won't say I hate work but I don't think I like it too much maybe because my workplace is always getting messed up by customers and when you asked them if they need help finding a particular size, they most likely will reply "I'm just looking" and I do this too when I shop so I should be understand but they are messing up my workspace. So I spent more than 5 hours folding, cleaning, managing my area, and helping customers pull done clothes from the top rack and I absolutely am afraid of using the ladder so I use the stick to get everything down..haha I think one of my coworkers thinks it's funny because he says you know we have a ladder. I feel shaky on that thing.
Work is somewhat fun though even though it can be tiring, you hear all kinds of stories even though I'm not that social but I enjoy watching everyone interacting with each other.
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| Got hired for part time seasonal job! Not for very much pay but I really do need a job so gonna work my butt off to get full time. 
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| Going utterly insane!! I can't stop myself from thinking. It's been 12 days, I managed i think 8 out of it not crying...I hate this. I miss that BUTT but not at all do I want to call him. Even though I do text him. Right now I am bored out of my frickin mind and all I want to do is buy more makeup which is funny normally I would be calling him and asking him to talk to me...haha I think it's funny how much I'm interested in makeup right now. However, I didn't buy anything today. I bought some ELF stuff yesterday but not all of it is mines so  and the other day I bought two nyx brushes and mac sample pigments...I need to stop however I consider it to be a little bit controlled since the mac sample pigments were only $2.25 each @shopcraze.com  no more spending i think unless I really really need something. sigh~~ blanking is expensive for me. Since I don't know what to call it othering than blanking...since someone told me not to mention it.
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